do i really want this to happen? if i do, then why is it all a blur? why do i feel reluctance? a little tug in the heart telling me not to give up?
an overwhelming sense that things will never be better. that i'm placing myself in a position which i won't be happy.
things will be good. happy, faded memories. or painful, unforgettable ones.
dwelling in a system of catastrophe. anyone out there to lend a hand?.
